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Everything with the house is done and finalized and it's ours. We could move in today if we wanted. Well, obviously we can't TODAY, given that-


Maybe Damo was wrong. He didn't actually try to attack him after he changed back, maybe he just hurt a lot and   flailed or something. And it was that stupid POTION'S fault anyway, not Remus's, so whatever. It's dumb. The whole thing is dumb, but it's fine, and he's sick right now but he'll be okay, and they are never trying that again, and I am not fucking going to let this stupid "reformation" bullshit hype get to me because I KNOW it's crap, I'm listening to them talk about how it's bullshit on the listening devices. STOP IT.


I don't like having doubts. I don't want to be afraid for him or of him or any of that. It'll be better next time; Damo watched what happened and will know what to add and what to fix and that'll be that.

It'd be nice if he really got it working like they want to, and he just turns into a big puppy or something on the full, and he didn't bite and wasn't dangerous and it'd just be like the four guys hanging out being animagusy. Maybe it wouldn't be such a horrible thing for him anymore. Although it would still hurt, but maybe there's something that can be done about that too. Maybe I'd actually be able to go someday, and then it wouldn't be this horrible thing anymore where he goes away in the evening fine and then comes back the next morning looking like he'd been in a duel.

I still think it was a stupid ass move though. He's not a fucking lab rat.

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I wish I would've paid more attention in Divination when I was in school. I should be a Seer when I grow up.