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Marlene Lupin is plotting her revenge (on_the_wall) wrote,
@ 2009-05-12 13:33:00

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I'm realising that I am absolutely terrified of being alone. I don't want to be the only one who is left at the end of this, scared to leave the house even to go to the store.

We're running out of people to lose. It's been 6 months since Agnes. It was a year on Sunday since Sophie was killed. I hate that I'm so angry that she's not here to talk to when it's my fucking big mouth's fault that she's not in the first place. She would know. Sophie understood this stuff so much better than I ever have.

Cam probably never wanted to stop being with her because she looked like she'd gotten in a fight with a lawnmower.

Whatever. I'm done with this. I don't want to be this fucking victim anymore. I can take care of myself and I can fight back and be okay. I was fine at the fight at school, and I would've been fine in the Apothecary if I hadn't lost my wand. God, I could've killed Pryce and Lestrange both at Hogwarts. I fucking should have.

Next time I will.

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I have some stuff that I need to take to Caradoc's mum. If anyone has anything they would like me to pass along to her, please let me know. I'm leaving in 20 minutes and I'll be blonde. Shouldn't be gone that long but if I am, either I'll write or I left the address in my room.

I'm also thinking it's radio time soon. If anyone has any ideas or wants to help out, give me a heads up.

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I've discovered a new fun thing to do with the newspapers these days. You can fold then into little tiny paper birds and charm them to fly around the room.

It's pointless, but surprisingly filled with less shite than the papers are by themselves. I think I'll make the next one into a peacock.

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	bertrammed 2009-05-12 02:43 pm UTC (link)
	They also make good wrappin for gifts. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	on_the_wall 2009-05-12 03:04 pm UTC (link)
	And a good spot for my dog to piddle! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bertrammed 2009-05-12 03:06 pm UTC (link)
	does he go aimin for the pictures? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	on_the_wall 2009-05-12 03:11 pm UTC (link)
	That and names of Death Eaters. She's a smart puppy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bertrammed 2009-05-12 03:21 pm UTC (link)
	oh, its a girl (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Marlene. seirios 2009-05-12 02:59 pm UTC (link)
	Oi, Marlene. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Sirius.. on_the_wall 2009-05-12 03:05 pm UTC (link)
	Oi what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marlene. seirios 2009-05-12 03:08 pm UTC (link)
	I'm trying to remember someone we used to know at school. Can you help? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. on_the_wall 2009-05-12 03:10 pm UTC (link)
	What are you getting at. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marlene. seirios 2009-05-12 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	Remus. The idiot who has no self esteem, loves you very much but thinks he should push you away for his own good but married you anyway and is being a dolt right now. Sound familiar? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Order. no_wonder 2009-05-12 03:40 pm UTC (link)
	Be careful going to Mrs Dearborn's. I doubt she poses a threat but if the Death Eaters have caught wind of this, I wouldn't put it past them to use it against you. I think that what really happened at Hogwarts is a good start for the radio. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Order. on_the_wall 2009-05-12 03:50 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be careful. It's Doc's mum. Maybe she wouldn't be weirded out if I tested for spells and things before going inside. Definitely. That can go at the top of the show. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Marlene. moonstricken 2009-05-12 06:19 pm UTC (link)
	Please don't go alone. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Remus. on_the_wall 2009-05-12 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	Sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marlene. moonstricken 2009-05-12 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	Have you already gone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. on_the_wall 2009-05-12 06:37 pm UTC (link)
	No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marlene. moonstricken 2009-05-12 06:40 pm UTC (link)
	Is someone going with you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Order. spelldamage 2009-05-12 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	I suppose I could maybe do something with the Radio. I don't really know what, but I'd help if I can. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Order. on_the_wall 2009-05-12 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	That would be awesome, Bethy. We always need people to help set up and to keep watch, and it's always nice to have lots of people on the air, too. That's how it's supposed to be. What do you think you'd be most comfortable with? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Order. spelldamage 2009-05-12 08:32 pm UTC (link)
	I suppose you can put me wherever you need someone the most. I'm not certain how prepared I feel to keep watch, but if you have enough people on the air, I can certainly do something like that. It's just warning if someone does come, right? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Marlene charming_girl 2009-05-13 04:15 pm UTC (link)
	How are you feeling? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Lily. on_the_wall 2009-05-13 04:45 pm UTC (link)
	Physically better than I was. I don't know if Remus is going to be able to move past this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marlene charming_girl 2009-05-13 05:02 pm UTC (link)
	That's nonsense. Of course he will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lily. on_the_wall 2009-05-13 05:05 pm UTC (link)
	He won't even look at me, Lil. I feel stupid and pathetic and I don't want to come off like OH GOD I CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT HIM but I don't want this to be it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marlene charming_girl 2009-05-13 05:09 pm UTC (link)
	He feels guilty. And ashamed. Like an idiot, he blames himself entirely for actions he couldn't have prevented. ~~I swear to Merlin if he~~ Remus will come around, Mars, don't worry. You two are married. He can't let you go that easily even if he tried. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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